I want to thank you so much for everything. I am trying so hard get through this but it seems every time I think is getting better i'm hit with another surpise. I really thought he would wait for a while but he is in a rush to get it over. How can we not mean anything to him, all those years and he said he was only there for the last couple of years because of this kids. Wow, and this has nothing to do with her. I feel like a old rag that there is no use for any more. Rainbowlove I hope everything works out for you and Rosy Time thanks you for responding to me. I hope thing work out how you want them too. I feel like i'm in a nightmare.
