What to expect...part four

[~Sol]

Update:
Tuesday night and Wednesday I just felt sick to my stomach at how things were between H and I so I decided to just let it all go; especially everything that happened in the past. I changed my attitude to positive and loving and the pain in my stomach dissappeared. I am done dwelling on the past; what you focus on expands. I am going to expand my future with love and happiness for my family and be grateful for all that I have.

(Yes OT, I have now swung wildly to yet another side ;))

You seem to be going through the same cycles I am, how weird. I was in a rut, angry at the past, what W did, etc. And I got sick and depressed. I changed my attitude, sought out medical help, and got back on track in positive thinking and being grateful for the things I have. It has made a huge difference, and things are improving also. It can be hard, though, to maintain a positive outlook and stay motivated. It's good to hear that you have made the choice to expand your future with good things!