Update: Tuesday night and Wednesday I just felt sick to my stomach at how things were between H and I so I decided to just let it all go; especially everything that happened in the past. I changed my attitude to positive and loving and the pain in my stomach dissappeared. I am done dwelling on the past; what you focus on expands. I am going to expand my future with love and happiness for my family and be grateful for all that I have.
(Yes OT, I have now swung wildly to yet another side ;))
