Now what can you do to bring that PMA up, up, up? And sustain it for a bit.
Here's a thought. Just assume that you've taken an oath of celibacy for now. "Phah! I'm a celibate for now! Sex, what is that?" That's how I'm dealing with my lack of action. I've decided that until JG comes back, I'll be celibate. So now, I'm not feeling so bad about it because I tell myself that it's temporary and that it will change soon once the tide turns and it makes me believe falsely that I have some measure of control of this even though I don't!
Feeling unloved and unwanted sucks. But the fact is that HE DOES love you, it's just taking him a while to fully engage in conjugal relations with you.
Don't think negative and focus on thought of losing him. Make that list of progress everyday! You've met 8 out of 10 goals, remember?? Only 2 more to go. It'll come soon, patience and time.
In the meantime, just relax. Deep breaths and come here and vent.
Everything will work out dear....have faith.
I haven't touched JG since July! No SL since then! With no one! Except for my trusty battery powered friend.
((((hugs)))) rainbowlove ---------------------- JG is coming back to me and we're going to have a family. Positive thinking!
