im happy to be back on the post. your insights are wonderful, very encouraging considering how lost i am now. i try to take in everything and just about anything right now.
to alex,
yes, i believe i'm back to square one with the M. i understand that what we had was gone and im trying to build something again.....just don't know how, just yet. _____________________________________________________
journaling:
saw H yesterday going over some posts here and i think he read mine too.....i just smiled and teased him a little. would it be okay for him to do so?
i was watching tv in our bedroom. he saw me there after he took a shower, sat beside me....hugged and kissed....i really appreciated what he did. been waiting for it but not really expecting. i know, coz it hurts when we expect things to happen and it doesn't. anyways i'm happy with his gesture, i kind of like it more than S. we also talked a little about my schedule at school and my duty hours....which is so erratic and changing unexpectedly for several days.
off to bed with D10 (she sleeps with us)...H went on with what he's doing with the PC.
