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Are you sure you want to be analyzed right now?
I really think that right now you are in a funk and are depressed.

Can you get help for this part of your life first?

You say this is the 2nd time your Husband has walked away.

Did you both go to councelling after he returned the first time?

Were the issues dealt with? Or were they swept under the rug?

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.