Thanks for the Hug JenJam and for recomending those books, that was very kind of you. I have now got the Mars/Venus book, it looks as if it could be quite useful.
Hi Ip, thanks for the reasurance, it's good to know that, in general, things are going well. You are right, H has chosen to be here, so, that on its own should be plenty of reasurance for now. Actually H did say to me that he thought just him living here should be enough reasurrance for now.
I haven't seen much of him lately because he has been away with work. But his texts and phone calls seem ok, (no kisses though)!
He is also going to be working most of the weekend and he will be away for valentines day. I am trying not to be paranoid but i get the feeling he is avoiding me. Maybe it is a good thing that we wont be together on valentines day. it would be horrible for us to be together and not do anything romantic. In the past we would have a lovely dinner and champagne together or do a fondue with chocolates and strawberries etc.
Just before we split he spent alot of time away with work, but during the separation he didn't seem to go away much. Now he is back again and the nights away have started again. Could it be coincidence or has he had enough of me already. During the split he told me that he didn't have to stay overnight on some of the trips but he did because he didn't want to be here with me!! I know, i know, i shouldn't believe any of what i hear and only half of what i see!!
I haven't really got anything else to say at the moment. I am feeling pretty exhausted aswell, so my brain isn't functioning very well at the moment.
