Thank you for "visiting". I am going to try not to push, but it is so hard. ;\)

Journaling:

Got off work half an hour late this morning, so I got home half an hour late. Didn't get into bed until close to 7am. An hour after I would normally be in bed. Needless to say I didn't realize when H left for work half an hour later.

Didn't think I was going to have any contact with H today, but he got back from work just as I was leaving. I was happy to see him. Pretty much cornered him, said good bye, and gave him a quick peck on the lips. He didn't flinch. Perhaps too surprised.

When I got to work, I was offered to work OT up to an hour each night any day I chose without advance noticed. I forwarded the confirmation email to H and decided to call him. He picked up, but I could tell he was sleeping. I made a comment about him sleeping and he asked me why I had called. I told him about the OT and said I had forwarded him the email about it. H did not make a comment, but was not in a rush to get off the phone. I ended the call saying good night.
Would have wanted to say ILY, which would have been out of character for me, but I truly felt it.

PMA is high. But will work on controlling myself because I do not want to invade H's space and have him revolt by withdrawing.