R,

Glad you're back. Take alesjadams advice to heart. Read that post over and over again! Your M can be saved and in fact I see only hope for you. You need to not be so pessimistic though, ok?

Be positive and keep praying and showing your love to H. He's terribly hurt, but he'll come around. Work on yourself and REALLY work on taking care of his needs and him. You might have to do this for a few months before he is fully back, but don't give up.

BE strong!

love you girl (((hugs)))
rainbowlove
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JG is coming back to me and we're going to have a family. Positive thinking!