Thank you for replying. You asked a really good question about what the real issue is. To tell you the truth, it's the $5,000. We have a line of credit with a big debt on it b/c about half of the mortgage is on it. However, we also did other things with that money, like put in new windows and H just got some major work done on his teeth, only half covered. If we D (or LS), half that debt will be mine. My understanding last summer was that he would use his bonus to put on that...but he didn't. I thought he would put this bonus on it...but he didn't. I'm feeling very scared about the future and how I am going to pay of this debt that just keeps getting bigger and bigger. I will never make a lot of money if I stay in teaching. He will always make a lot more than me, yet our debt load will be the same. It sucks!!!
Also, in going over our acconts for the last two months more carefully, I discovered that the last time he wrote a cheque to the T was two months ago (Dec 14). And he told me 2-3 weeks ago he's still in therapy? He's lying. And it makes me sad. I want so much to believe in him, but he makes it so hard.
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