I feel so useless at all this stuff now. Why can't I go more than a few days without going back to square one. I haven't mentioned anything to H about kissing/ML issue since Saturday night and I have felt alright about it and now today I feel upset and down about it again. I think maybe I thought a few days of no pressure on him about it would make something happen. What a fool. It's like he's just thought "great she's not mentioning it I can forget it now".
We had another argument tonight. About something H was supposed to have done a month ago and I've tried to ask about it in a casual manner hoping he would do it and then I've mentioned it today and it turned into a row. It has left me feeling nervous. I feel like it is all just turning back to how it was. H said everything is fine and that if he'd done the thing in the first place the argument wouldn't have happened, which is true but I am left feeling like the bad guy for bringing it up which caused the row.
