This is why I love this place...... people like COG and just being able to heal what is so important. I feels so blessed right now and I really do have to stop being a slave to my feelings,,
I had just told my aunt in a convo on the phone minutes before I read this I am so tired of feeling this way I cant even stand myself right now!!!!! ..... and boom I see now more than ever that I am the one hurting me and I choose to be shackled to the pain and I am denying my H ( AND MYSELF) too the greatest gift of all and all he wants ...me.. and that will make him feel so much better. I AM JUST AMAZED.. MY GOD .. GOD BLESS THIS FORUM ... THANK YOU COG... YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BIG THIS WAS FOR ME...... GOD BLESS....
