Oh GOD,,you have given me a gift ,, and I cannot thank you enough for this.... I am still crying and I am so glad you explained really HOW ugly it makes a man feel this is what I needed to hear to get my ass in gear. GOD BLESS YOU ,,, GOD BLESS YOU AND MAY HE BLESS YOU AGAIN,, REALLY AND TRULY YOU HAVE MADE MY DAY. ~~~ THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~ I am going to have to figure out How to print this and read it daily for a very, very long time......
You are so right its is amazing.....
I used to scream and moan and enjoy myself with him soo much ...
( and I briefly did this when we were seperated , I DO BELIEVE THAT IS WHAT MADE HIM COME HOME AGAIN.
AND I DO REMEMBER HIM SAYING ~~~"HE WAS SCARED..." ~~~ but he was not specific.
..... WHEN WE RECONCILED.
NOW I KNOW WHY!!!
I HAVE ONCE AGAIN DENIED HIM THE BEST OF ME AND THOUGHT MY LOVE WAS ENOUGH,, REALLY HOW FOOLISH)
....and it has been far too long ( years) and wow that is REALLY painful what you wrote about how I am making him feel.
~~~~ My God and he stays with me and I am mot giving him what he wants most. I feel like such a fool.~~~~~
I will never be able to thank you enough but when I am making love and getting it right..... ... your insight will be what made me get my head on straight and out of my A**.
You are one super human being and I am so proud to know you,, really I am . You have just made me cry some more and really opened up my eyes,, Thanks again you are awesome. GOD BLESS YOU COG YOU ARE TRULY A WONDERFUL MAN, AN INSPIRATION. THANKS FOR THE ADVICE AND THE SMALL KICK IN THE A**. Love, Ali
