Hi, It's been quite a while since I last posted. Things for the most part had been going pretty well with occasional mlc-ish retreats from H along the way. Anyway, I would say around the end of Dec. things started to seem off again. I would periodically check e-mail account (was joint home one) and one day ran across a sex related joke type e-mail sent to H and others at his work which really caught me off guard. It wasn't a tame e-mail and had pictures. I got upset and asked H about it and he said it was no big deal and that we must view the world differently (sounds like his old mlc talk). I tried to let it go but it was hard and I mentioned it a few other times. Anyway, H has seemed to retreat again. He's sleeping on the couch more, lack of PT, and this is the kicker that's got me on edge. He's changed the e-mail password and not told me about it. I have not mentioned anything about it or that I know he changed it. Should I be freaking out? How would you handle this? I don't recognize a lot of the current posters as it's been a while for me. Fizzle, sage, slowly? Are you out there?
Take Care, SP
According to the Buddha, praise and blame, gain and loss, pleasure and sorrow may "come and go like the wind," but happiness comes if you can "rest like a great tree in the midst of them all."
