There is much to look forward to. This struggle will make you strong, a better person, and help you enjoy life more. That seems so far away right now, but you will come out into the light again some day. Until then, just keep working on YOU! Take care of yourself. Join a women's group at church or an Alanon group(mostly women). Explore your hobbies, and do things that YOU enjoy doing. Your H will do what he's going to do. Put your neediness aside, be brave and be strong, and let Heywyre out of the cage.
God Bless,
COG
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