Journaling....

Just a quick update. WAH stayed last night and is staying tonight also. I haven't asked, I just wait and see what he'll do. I'm not getting my hopes up, as I know as soon as the weather changes some, he could go back to his batcave again. WAH has been a little distant the last two days also it seems. I just do what I need to do, although I don't totally ignore him. I try to have short upbeat conversations with him at times.

It's good to have him around, although I guess I forgot how much WAH hogs the covers when it's cold. It felt a little weird at first having him around as I guess I was starting to get use to being on my own. I also wasn't expecting him to stay for so many nights in a row, given how he's been up to this point. I wonder sometimes if he's just feeling me out to see how I am or will be when he's around longer, especially as he thinks this is all my fault.

WAH is going up to WI again on Sat. This time to check out some trim, but again, it's close to where OW lives. I know he said it was over, and it does appear to be, but I can't help wondering how much he still thinks about her, or if he'll call. Of course I'm not invited to go with - someone has to stay here to watch the business, per WAH. Not that I could go anyway, as I don't want to miss our S's basketball games.

Just taking things one day at a time, and being prepared for when WAH will leave to go back to his place again. Guess I still feel a little neutral about all this still right now. Time to get some sleep.


Need2Believe

Me: 45
H: 49
Married - 21 years
SD from H 1st M - 30
S - 14
S - 11
Asked for D - 8/14/06
Found out about OW - 8/30/06
Moved out 10/14/06
Moved back in 4/1/07