Yes, I have thought of that too (I have to stop feeling so guilty about getting someone else to do my housework though - bad habit I have I know but I am VERY particular). I have spoken to H about us having more fun together, that is one of things we have let slip in our R over the years. Also, another big problem is that we have just recently moved and I don't have any friends here. I don't make friends all that easily so that just makes things a little harder. We moved here initially to help H with his depression so although I have family semi-close by, I don't have any gf to speak of and the work I do (sessional instructor at the college) limits my contacts with women (other than students, which are way too young for my liking thank you) and the only other instructors on campus are male (which I don't think would be a good idea right now - lol)
Things seem to be a little better today - H came to meet me for lunch two days in a row, he said it seemed like I was feeling a little "low" and he thought it might be a good idea to meet me (which I thanked him for. He said I didn't have to thank him but its always nice to hear it isn't it and know someone appreciates the effort you are making)
Heywyre
M - 57 H - 65 1st A-bomb - Nov 27/02 2nd A-bomb - Dec 13/06 together 21 years *************************** Insanity is doing something over and over and expecting different results (Albert Einstein)
