Thanks, keep thinking positive thoughts..I've never been known for patience, I just keeping thinking okay, you've said ILY,said what you needed, expected, whats the wait, the problem, just come the heck home...Focus, Focus A little history..He left two months ago, this being one of many times. Although this WA was to be his last, "I told you last time that was it. I started DBng and going Dark a few weeks ago and he starting piecing(pretty quickly)He has an alcohol and past drug addiction, maybe this is why he leaves and comes back, leaves and comes back. He blames me of course for everything that is wrong with the R, then returns. I keep thinking that if I keep staying Dark he will want to stay out longer (he is out there with no responsibilities, all of his money,no constraints. I am also starting to feel angry and resentful, now that the anxiety and sadness is gone.
