Stop thinking negatively as hard as that is and just be positive. I too wanted to fast forward when we were newly reconciling... keep working on you and keep the positive thoughts flowing. I do not know much about your sitch but I do know that worrying will not help ,, you can do this you've come this far ,, hang in there. As they say good things come to those who wait. ( Patience , Patience and more Patience) I know sweetie easier said than done.Just my 2 cents. God bless...
