it's been a while. i thought the site was still upgrading that's why i haven't posted.
well, to update, things are quite calm now a days. after the bithday celebration of my mother in law, H has been very quiet. he lash out out sometimes but not as harsh as before. i dunno.... he's busy nowadays going to the province and helping his parents, and stays there for 1 - 2 days. we make love everytime he comes home. after i was able to borrow money from my friend, H gave me the remaining amount i need to pay for my school fees so i can take my midterm exams. i did not ask him for it, and was ashamed to ask from him. i cried again because, despite what i did, he's still there to help. i really love him and was even sorrier and regretful for what i did to him. at this point, im confused of H's feelings and actions. i still think that we could end up separating anytime. am i just overly pessemistic...or what? pls can anyone enlighten me on this.
anyways, i appreciate what he did and thank God for everything now. this is just about it for now. hoping to read from you all soon. God Bless....i miss u guys
