I talked with her this morning and I know that she is a good girl and she did affirm to me (without me asking) that she never cheated on me. So this was good but she said that I just didn't love her like a husband should have and that I was selfish.
I thing that my childhood issues played a big role in all of this. My mother died when I was 4 years old and my father just ran off, he is also dead now. My grandparents raised me and they showed me no love, well they provided everything materially that I needed but never showed me love. I'm not sure if they loved each other, they stayed married because that was the thing to do. They never said to each other that "I love you" they never hugged, kissed, or touched each other, they slept in separate rooms! So I never got a chance to see what a good loving marriage relationship was like. I not trying to blame my childhood for who I am today but it had an impact.
Me: 37 WAW: 31 M: 6 Years No Kids BOMB: 9/4/06 D: 9/16/07 my sitch
