I realized today I dont remember what his touch feels like....his kiss..his hugs...maybe thats a good sign....I sill get slammed and feel the pain like the vegas trip..the rest of the time, i think he has finally turned into someone i dont know. I havent gotten moving forward yet but maybe things are starting to fall into place for that.


Me 53
H 51
OW 25
Bomb may 06
left june 8/ 06
ILYBNILWY (twice!)
7/6/07 H wants to come home
7/21/07 H comes home
7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW
now piecing in earnest