Hi Lily, thank-you for your words of wisdom they mean alot.

LL, bjehill and Lily I still can't believe that this is happening in my life.

I live my life everyday, respectful and carring to others.

I have a wonderful life.

But this naughing inside and the thoughts that he may still be connected is very painful.

I know DBing asks us to let it go and enjoy your life.

Somedays are harder then others.

Thank-you God for surrounding me with these wonderful people. I would never have made it without them.

I wish you all success.

I guess I have to keep in mind that life is full of ups and downs and if it wasn't this it may be something else even harder.

God has given me this to deal with, I will accept it.

Take care Loretta