Dear bjehill, my heart goes out to you and all those still at the beginning. It is not an easy road. It was this road that made me so strong. I thank-you for your support and I am so glad I have given you something to hang onto. I know how you feel. I just go a taste or reminder of it and it is so painful. Be strong DB when interacting with your H and the rest of the time find who you are and what you really want out of a relationship. Thanks again ladies for coming by when I needed you. Take care Loretta
