Hi,H home over a year. Life couldn't be better. When I blew my candles out on Oct 13 I missed one. I just said that's Ok I can't imagine life getting any better.
I found a letter in my car. H borrowed my car. When I got into it the day after Halloween I found this letter from OW. Telling my H how much she misses him, what she would like to do to him. How is he looks and his snoring is a fading memory.
I gave the letter to my H and went to work. Needless to say the office phone rang off the hook. He said you have to believe me I have had no contact with her she is a crazy lady. When would I have time to see her I am always home and with you. He said I don't want to ever go back there again. He said if he did he wont be coming back because he will be dead. You are the strong one in this relationship. I feel guilty everyday for what I did to you.
He came to my work and held me for a long time. He cried and asked me to believe him. I said I do. But those awful nagging thoughts are back again. I really would like to confront her and give her a piece of my mind. I have never met her and know the best thing is to let it go don't encourage her.
I just needed to share that. I have been reading the board more this week in my hours of need. It is so nice to have a place to come.
I was reading someone's poem. Love like you have never been hurt and Dance like nobody is watching. That is how I lived my weekend with H and the kids at the cottage.
