Just caught up on this thread of yours. I hope you're feeling much more positive today with your goal being met.
Don't pressure H about the SL and reassurances. This is normal as all the others have said. I have a feeling that things between JG and me might be the same once this turns around for me. Your H is attracted to you, the other feelings just overwhelm him for now. So patience, GAL and PMA, time and space are the way to go.
You know this already dear!
Come here and vent and find some other outlet. Yes, definitely consider going to a C if you have old childhood issues to sort out. But also, DO THINGS THAT MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF. If it's dressing well, or working out or talking to your best friend or playing with your kid or watching your favorite movie...Do it!
You are great and ALL THAT!!
love, rainbowlove ----------------- JG is coming back to me and we're going to have a family. Positive thinking!
