I am feeling quite a bit calmer the last couple of days. A lot of this is because I can really see H trying and he seems to be getting more touchy. Another of my goals has been reached today too which has made me so happy.......H HAS PUT HIS RING BACK ON!!!!!!!!!!
I really need to do as you all say and try to relax more about it - things are going well and mostly I'm just panicing because of my own silly thoughts. Like tonight H left for work and his kiss seemed as though he didn't really want to. The worrying side of me has started thinking something is wrong even though we've spent all day together and it has been lovely and H has put his ring on and been much more touchy. The sensible calm side of me is saying it was because he was rushing out to work. I know the reason is because he was rushing. Wish my brain didn't have this silly pessimistic side!
