Thanks SJ for responding! I did not want to jump the gun by being here but I don't fit in either place neatly and LOVE my separated support group, I just feel like some of them get frustrated with me. I complain when H does not contact me for a day and some of them have not heard from their spouse in weeks. I feel for them and I try to be more positive about my sitch but the truth is that it is ALL rough and I have bad days too. Do you ever feel so close but still so far away? That is me everyday...
Thanks again for commenting, it makes me feel more normal to come here and see the roller coaster carries on and on and on...even at this stage
