better...I just dont know what to think.....the cyclone thing i guess. Im calmer not as frantic..skiing did me good....got me out. But so confused at the betrayal H has done and I know this is only the begiining of what i will find out. its getting hard to tell myself its the MLC the old H will someday come back....dont confuse that with waiting and not GAL. It makes me sad kinda.


Me 53
H 51
OW 25
Bomb may 06
left june 8/ 06
ILYBNILWY (twice!)
7/6/07 H wants to come home
7/21/07 H comes home
7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW
now piecing in earnest