Well I said that as well but you see where I am at with my sitch. I did not want to be the one to file but I have no choice in the matter right now. Sucks but there is something in the back of my head telling me that it is time. However, My heart is telling me otherwise. So much confliction with in me right now it is starting to hurt again. I am hoping that by seeing my kids tonight that I will be back to normal and realize why I am going to do what I am going to have to do.


Ben 32
STBXW 29
3 kids (D1,S4,SD8) (1 dog 5months)
Status: Fighting for the Kids.

"The only thing we know about future developments is that they will develope."