Thank you so much, i hope you are right. I have spent all day fighting back tears. He rang earlier and said he was having a really busy day but would try and get home as soon as he could. He will be away with work tomorrow so after today i wont see him until Wed eve. But i'm going out Wed eve so i will only see him briefly. To be honest i don't feel like going out at all but i will force myself and hopefully enjoy when i get there.
The thing is i do actually believe him when he says that he probably didn't ever love me. it has always been an issue, i used to say to him that i felt as if he didn't love me but he used to tell me that he did. This is why i'm so worried. i think in most cases on these boards it is true that the love will come back. But i think in my case it was never there in the first place so it won't ever be there!!
It hurts so much to love someone so much and know that it will never be returned.
