I'm so sorry that you are having a difficult time at the moment, i know how you feel because i am having a nightmare too.
to me, it sounds as if things are going really well for you, you should be so proud of yourself for what you have achieved so far. It's horrible when there is an issue that you just can't get out of your head, but like the others have said, we have to be patient. He has said he loves you which is fantastic, if only my H would say that, i would then gladly wait an eternity for any other sign of affection.
Just remember how brilliant you are doing and how different things are now compared to a couple of months ago.
Glad you have found my new thread. Speak again soon UL
