Matilda,
I agree with your decision. It shows autonomy and independence. It doesn't sound like it was that important for you to be there.

Keep up the baby steps! You're slowly getting stronger!

CL

CL 53 W 54
M 20 yrs.
03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL
10-14' Piecing

"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."

----Tao Te Ching