Stubborn... I wondered if I recognized you. Now I know I do and I still chuckle over your story about getting in the wrong side of your truck (am I right?)...
Sorry things haven't improved for you. I love your sense of humor. When i get pissy, I scream in my head at the top of my 'voice' "SH*TF*CK"!!!!! Try it... it helps.
Hugs to you and prayers for you. Will support whatever you need to do for yourself and D. Julie