Confused H filing D # 2

[a new 2moro]

My H is divorcing me and wants to leave me with nothing. the depth of his betrayl becomes more apperant each day......he is still in a tunnnel not even seeing a peek of light. Standing maybe....I am not sure anymore......Sitting out here alone at my farm has not been healthy for me. I have no girlfriends to get with...they are all marriied ...and think I am a fool.....getting out skiing with someone....has been healthy. Its almost like a brother sister thing I never had with my brothers. For a few hours the pain goes away. Maybe this will actually help me stand...stronger