He realizes everything that I have done for him. I guess I am not such a controlling person. I just tried to watch out for us and our finances.
I am focussing on me right now. I feel good because I lost weight and am looking better than ever. It is just depressing because I would love to go out to a movie or do something and don't have too many people to call on. I think I am going to have mom watch the kids one night this weekend and go see Stomp The Yard. Looks like a good movie.
I will just have to remember not answer should he call again tomorrow.
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."