Again you need to start doing things for yourself. Everything you are posting right now is trying to get a reaction from your H. Quit. Do this for you and your own sanity. Not to try and get him back. You have not given your sitch to God yet. You really need to. Just my two cents. But you really need to let go and let him hit rock bottom on his own. Let him realize what it is with out you as YOU move on with your life for you and the kids. They are what matter right now. I see Q' face when I drop my kids off and it kills me by what your H is doing. He does not see it when he is not around nor will he believe you if you tell him so do not even try. He will have to deal with his own demons on his own terms.
Ben 32 STBXW 29 3 kids (D1,S4,SD8) (1 dog 5months) Status: Fighting for the Kids.
"The only thing we know about future developments is that they will develope."
