Let's just get this out in the open. I am not angry with you. Not in any way. I am just so fed up with his excuses and lack of....well....balls! He has no right bringing her around anyone. I spoke with his sister today and she has no interest in talking with him ever again. So I hope he is ok with not having any family whatsoever because that is what he now has. He has given up everything for this piece of crap!
Sorry...I am sure he will try to show up tomorrow while I am at work and there is nothing I can do about that. I do not want my mom to get in the middle more than she already is.
I am actually sitting here on the couch playing games on pogo.com. He kept calling and the more he called the better I felt. He hasn't tried since 5:30 but that's ok. It feels good to not answer for once. I sat and played games with the kids while he was calling. I don't care if he gets angry. I told him that it wasn't going to be on his schedule anymore and I guess I am putting that in action.
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
