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I am having a bad week. My mother had to be taken to the hospital for irregular heartbeat, it is a watch and see if we need to treat type thing, but still scary. My son had run down the leg butt flu to a day and a half, gross! My attempt to return to school is stalled with being on the wait list. I just really feel down and like one giant loser, can't seem to find any positive.

H has been somewhat supportive, he knows how frustrated I am with the school thing, I think it is a positive that I didn't explode over the whole thing, last time I did, he says I even blamed him, don't remember that, but that is what he remembers, hope he noticed that I handled it better this time.

Have had a few hugs, but that is all. I too am having trouble with feeling so far away, just like inpain, reading her thread on this is good for me.

Okay lets find a bright spot. I finally did a little exercise today, have to keep this up, I think this will help my attitude in so many ways. H and I are going out to dinner tonight, just the 2 of us and that will be nice. H has continued to persue the new house thing, and it is for all of us so that is good. H recognised that he was a bit unsympathetic the other day and said that seems to be his mantra lately to everyone, so that is a good sign, don't know that he will change, but at least he can see that it is a bit harsh at times.

All for now