Let's just say that I am not in the best of moods. Yesterday was our D 4th Birthday. Found out that H & OW were at a "friend's" house and that H walked over to our house from there. OW was still at "friend's" house. I am angry because "friend" know what I am going through but seems to be encouraging this A by allowing H to bring over the OW. It absolutely erks me at this point. This was not found out through snooping...this was free info from H. And H only came over for 1 1/2 hours.....sound like quality time to me!??!?

But anyways, I went to church this morning and was at the point of saying "I GIVE!" I was about to call H today and tell him that I was going to contact an attorney because I have had enough of being 2nd place and the kids being denied quality time with him. But when I was at church, I was told not to give up. So I guess I am not giving up. But I think today that I am not going to answer the phone if H calls. I am tired of being walked all over.

So that is it for now.

"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."