I am not in a good place and felt the need to journal!
All this week, daughter was at my wife`s. We spent EVERY evening doing things together and things were going well. They still are I guess. BUT, when she has my daughter, she calls me and invites me over to do things. When I have our daughter, she pulls the dissapearing act. I talked to her today, we were supoosed to do things this weekend, all of a sudden, she has plans almost ALL weekend...again, I am left to do things on my own. It seems she NEEDS me ONLY when she has our daughter and it does NOT make me feel very good! She is getting the best of both worlds, she gets to have her family and my help when she has no other plans, exept taking care of d, but when she does not have d, she is free to do as she pleases and leaves me up to my own devices???
I know I am bitching, I would like to tell her how I feel, but...? Should I? Would it change anything or simply create pressure? Should I remind her that she called both Saturday and Sunday morning, waking me up, and that it was fine with me, but if I did the same thing to her, it would be percieved as pressure and would become a big deal?
