I'm having a harder time this morning. H made absolutely no contact yesterday. I did call him briefly out of necessity: I dropped S2 off to him while I braved Walmart with my two other kids (believe me, it was much more pleasant for all involved parties ). Other than that...nada.
What does that mean?! I know it could be much worse. Still, his lack of effort makes me feel anxious, disrespected and taken-for-granted. I feel a lot of anger that he doesn't seem to value me or our family, that he seems so happy to be living a life free of responsibility and obligation...meanwhile I am super-woman holding our home and family together with my magic lasso. Said magic lasso is starting to unravel, so I'm having to put my super-stretchy arms around everything too...don't know how much more I can hold.
I know, I know, I will not do anything stupid. Just need to vent.
We are leaving today for the cabin trip. Will be driving separate vehicles so H can leave early for his work trip (YUK). I guess I'd better get going--H surely won't be helping to get everything ready. GAH.
). Other than that...nada.
