Journaling:

No contact with H. MIL did tell me he called earlier today while I was asleep and told her he will be away for a couple of more days. She added he said he was going to call me later to tell me. That has not happened. I am not even surprised.

I think I am getting better at handling this. This happened while I was pregnant. H went to England, but was suppose to be back during my Spring break from school to take me on a short trip. H calls his Mom and tells her he extended his trip. Then he calls me, but I literally sob without control when told from the hurt.

This time around, I didn't try to make any plans and am not taking it personal. I am sure if he wanted to be back tomorrow night as planned, he can, but he chose not to. As I see it, I have choices too. I can chose to be upset or accept it and keep my focus on myself.

I have chosen the latter and was able to have a great day.
I played with the his nieces and nephew aka "the kids".
I can double dutch with the best of them (the kids). \:\)

And anyday I get to spend with my daughter is a good day!