May need to move off the piecing board...I lost it this am. After I found out the ow is still TM ILU to him and a long discussion during which he told me that he couldn't give me what I needed I lost it. I was up all night and called him in the am and said this is it, if you want a marriage you need to come home. You need to be a full time father to your children etc etc. Anyway I admitted that I was wrong to blow up but it pretty much made him sure that things aren't going to work. I apologized and said I would once again give him his space and try to just keep on with the same. We are going to his parents to watch the super bowel and have tickets to a concert next week and will still go at least fro now. But I have to admit there is a big part of me that just wants to throw in the towel and start my life over as a single mom.
Me 45 H 51 married 15 yrs D 13, S's 10,8 bomb 1-06, moved out 3-06 filed for D, 7-06,10-06,11-06,12-06 3-07, asked to try again 6-07 D on hold D process restarted 10-07 now trying to reconcile!
