Believe me, I KNOW exactly those thoughts and feelings...the resentment of being stuck home while H is out doing who knows what, the disappointment of knowing he is at the very least being closed about what he's up to (and just don't go to the worst-case-scenario), the frustration of knowing that to have a happy marriage, you need to face challenges together.
I know you're just journaling, but take a minute to read your list of conclusions above 5 times before you move on for the day. It'll help keep you on track!
