Just journaling here as I like to have a record of things to look back on later.
It is now 1:00 my time and no sign of H. He starts work at 4:30 a.m. on Saturdays and usually works about 5 hours therefore he must have went somewhere. Seems he always does this when I don't have to work since he doesn't have to come home to take care of the kids (maybe I should just work 7 days a week).
I know I said that I would try to be loving, compassionate and happy but I really HATE being lied to. If we are to make this M work we both need to be honest with eachother - end of story.
I will not tolerate lies anymore. Not from anyone! I am going to think of a calm and rational way to discuss this with him today. Will see what happens. (Or I could wait for our tax refund and bolt
