You know what, it takes way too much energy to be sad, angry and resentful. It is much easier to be happy.
H just called from work to let me know what was up, because of the weather things are a little hectic so while he hopes to be home by lunchtime he really has no idea. The old depressed me would have been sad and dissappointed and my tone of voice probably would have told him as much but today the happy me remained upbeat, kept the conversation light and told him how great I slept after last night. He started to downplay it like "aw shucks" but I told him being with him is great!!
So me and the kids will go about our day and when he comes home (no matter what time) I will hug and kiss him and be happy contrary to how I might actually be feeling.
