Not sure if i WANT even a new relationship...not if it means with the same woman/person she is now. It's not that she is a bad person...I just have had enough of her...I cant say personality, but perhaps her traits...no, that's the wrong word too ???? Anyways, I could list everything that bothers me, but I wont. She is who she is and I am who I am and I cant see myself working so hard for the rest of my life. One should be able to be stress-free, frustration-free and able to live MOST of the time without walking on eggshells!
I have come to realize that that is the way I have lived for a LONG time. It's like I am repeating her very words here...strange .
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