Hi All,
Went to the bookstore to browse some books yesterday and realized that I needed to get out of this funk. Thru looking at all kinds of books I came to the following conclusion:

1. To love my H with all of my heart no matter what he was or wasn't doing in return.
2. To be the type of person (fun, happy, loving) that H would want to come home to and spend time with.
3. Banish negative thoughts from my mind and be grateful for all of the good things in my life.

Well something must of worked becasue when I came up to bed around 12:30 H reached out to me and we kissed passionately (like we haven't in a long time) and ML