I can relate to how you're feeling. I'm feeling similarly right now.
In my case, I started out being angry. I saw Aida the revision of the opera by Tim Rice and Elton John. Love story between a Nubian princess and an Egyptian Captain who captures her.
The princess is so dignified and strong and the captain does everything he can to win her love.
I felt angry because I was acting the Captain and he was acting the princess. Darn it, I KNOW I need to be dignified and strong.
So, now my anger has faded and I am feeling very detached from my husband. I'm tired of chasing. Don't know what I want, except not to be bothered with the whole drama.
